I feel so.
i dont even know
I feel so sick
andd reeeeeally emotional for some reason
like I'm going to break down at any moment.
I have no idea why, but for some reason it really didntt hit me until now how messed up everything was/is. I mean....as far as the way two certain people have treatted me. It was horrible! Like....if anyone else told me that someone did that to tthem I'd be like....what a disgusting human being. F*ck them you deserve better! I mean....both of them...whether they meant to or not....honestly treated me like crap....and it makes me want to cry thinking about how hurtful and seriously MEAN certain things they did were....
idk. I dunno why it suddenly happened now.
Fuck relationships. I have so many wonderful friends that I care about that I know care about me too. I'm not going to allow myself to be treated like shit anymore.
I know I deserve better than that.
and I know it's stupid, but I'm not sad anymore
I'm angry as Hell.
And I will honestly never trust anyone again.
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