I'm not usually one to get moody during "that time of the month" and...its probably just because there's a lot of...."stressful" things going on....but I seriously want to kill everyone. I'm actually in a reasonably okay-ish mood most of the time, but the smallest little irritation either makes me want to cry or punch someone in the face...or both.
So...yeah, I'm honestly going to try to avoid pretty much everyone all day tomorrow.
All I have to say is that I wish people would stop complaining about band. Like...I realize the speeches are tiring and everything but the only reason I say what I say is because I AM THE ONE WHO GETS THE BLAME FOR EVERYTHING. If we don't play quickly enough, loudly enough, well enough. If we misbehave its MY fault. And it really pisses me off when people just stop giving a shit. Don't fucking join band if you aren't going to give effort, and if you do, then pretty much just disregard what I say about not trying, because I'm not talking about you.
Also, I know this sounds pretty whiney, But I really wish people would realize how fucking hard I work to keep things running smoothely. When everyone else gets to go to the bathroom or get a break or relax, I DON'T. I am always working. I'm there early and I leave late and when I'm not conducting I'm getting lectured by welte and picone about what we have to do "better" or "more of". I get blamed for EVERYTHING.
So I'm sorry, but no one has the right to fucking complain.
okay....My bitching is over for now :D
LOL people were taking their whining way too far :/ tbh I don't blame you for saying anything that you did. feel better!
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