D-day is over. I'm alive.

so yeah. no one died, surprisingly....no major explosions...i still have all my major organs and limbs.

overall, i think it was okay,,,i'm sure i embarrassed myself a lot...but she was really really nice to me...and i can tell that they have a good relationship....its...its just nice to see. plus i also got to see a ton of his baby pictures (omg SO freaking adorable.) so...it really wasnt as bad as I thought it would be.

unfortunately...the one thing I thought would go well....didn't. I've been planning this surprise for him for weeks, I was so excited to finally tell him, but when i did...idk he didn't exactly have the reaction I was expecting... :(

Happiness.

I'm scared.
I feel
nervous
frantic
anxious
worried

But...I am happy.
for once, it feels like everything is going my way.
Please, Please don't let things fall apart.

(I'm meeting John's Mom on Friday....pray for me; I'll need it.)

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So...yeah. I haven't written a blog post in like 3 weeks. And as far as I can tell, I'm not the only one. So what's everyone been up to lately? I feel extra nosey and I wanna know all about everyone's life :3

What new with me:
A lot and not much at the same time...

Uh...I've been having a lot of dreams lately, which is weird because I hardly ever dream...and they're really vivid...so yeah.

I had this major breakout about 2 weeks ago that was...actually probably the worst breakout I've ever had. I have no idea why but it was both hideous and extremely painful. Luckily, it's under control, and I'm happy to report that I don't have a single blemish on my face (yayperfectskin~)

I'm probably going to be meeting John's mom within the next week-ish. I'm absolutely terrified. I don't think I've ever been more afraid of anything in my entire life. Honestly, I want to cry just thinking about it...I've even been having nightmares, which is why I kind of just want to get it over with.

I had a baby in harvest moon lololol. It's a boy :3 I'm gonna have a girl next~

I'm getting a hair cut soon...I don't know what I'm gonna get though...I haven't had a hair cut in a year :O

Can we all go to the beach? I think it would be fun :3

OHHHSHITTT I have to start my summer hw T_T