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Lists Challenge

01. Five most important/memorable childhood memories

1. The night my mom moved out of the house
   
2. going to the hospital for pneumonia
   
3. playing with my cousin daniel
   
4. my Nana<3
   
5. Meeting suzy and maria at latchkey in school 1 :)
   

02. Ten random facts about yourself

1. CHOCOLATE MILLLKKKKKKK
   
2. I don't cry to/about anything. ever. (except for that day during wind ensemble....)
3. Phantom of the Opera is my favorite movie of all time, but V for Vendetta is a close second. (MASKS FTW.)
   
4. I'm secretly terrified of going to college.
   
5. I have multiple love affairs with many fictional characters who I am seriously in love with. (I have problems.)
6. I have kissed 5 people in my life. 2 on-stage and 3 off.
   
7. I secretly hope that if we really do go to heaven when we die, I will just end up in a virtual reality version of dragon age.
   
8. I don't think I really have a particular favorite artist or type of music...I just like a lot of different stuff. I'm pretty open-minded and Not very picky when it comes to that kind of stuff
   
9. I love Winnie the Pooh
   
10. I also love elephants and hope to study them as an adult. Particularly in Nairobi, Africa.
    

03. Seven secrets

1. I still sleep with stuffed animals.
   
2. Sometimes I wish I could lose my virginity, just to get it over with.
   
3. the thought of having sex terrifies me. Not so much the actually doing it, but being really really self-conscious about being naked around someone else.
   
4. All I want is to be happy<3 Right now, and for the rest of my life.
   
5. I'm scared of being married. I've never seen two people have a successful marriage.
6. I hate our school.
   
7. John is really different from everyone else....sometimes I feel like no matter how much time we spend together I'll never understand him. But I care so much about him. All I want is to make him happy, whether our relationship lasts for 6 months or 60 years.
   

04. Top 10 Favorite movies of all time
in no particular order

1. Phantom of the Opera
2. V for Vendetta
   
3. Big Fish
   
4. Lion King
   
5. Lion King 2
   
6. Spirited Away
   
7. The Notebook (LOL)
   
8. Pan's Labyrinth
   
9. Crash
   
10. UP
    

05 Top 10 Favorite Songs of all time

1. Rocketeer- Far East Movement
   
2. Shark in the Water- V.V. Brown
3. Just Hold Me- Maria Mena
   
4. It must have been love- Maria Mena
   
5. Coin Operated Boy- The Dresden Dolls
   
6. Love will find a way- Lion King 2
   
7. The Edge of Glory- Lady Gaga
   
8. Asunaro Ginga- Sonim
   
9. Animal- Neon Trees
10. Stuck in a moment U2 (LOLOLOL)
    

06. Ten facts about your hometown

1. It's nice that everything is within walking distance
   
2. KOREANSSSSSSSSSSS~
   
3. ^ THAT MEANS LOTS OF YUMMY FOOOD
   
4. Main Street looks more like Korea than America (LOLOL that's what catherine wrote but I'm keeping it)
5. Cockroach infested schools<3
   
6. Our Principal/superintendent are douchebags :D
7. It's actually reeeally pretty in the spring.
   
8. has some awesome teachers.
   
9. holds many great memories for me
   
10. hopefully will hold many more before I leave :)
    

07. List the people in your family & a random fact about them

1. Mom- wakes up at 4 a.m. errday
2. Art- He really likes to mow the lawn. And he also pays for everything. He's like Michael, because he's secretly racist too, but still a nice guy.
   
3. Julia- DEMON.
   
4. Mocha- cannibalistic, but very lazy....AKA a "derp" dog according to Lily.
   

08. Top 10 favorite movie, video game or TV show characters of all time

1. ALISTAIRRRRRRRRR<33333333333333
   
2. THAAAAAAAAAAAANE<3333333333333
   
3. FENRISSSSSSSSSSSSSS<3333333333333
   
4. Yugiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii<3333333333333
   
5. Phantom<33333333333333333333333
   
6. V<33333333333333333333333333333
   
7. Shuichi Nakatsu<3
   
8. Morrigan, even though she's a smart little hoe.
   
9. Wynne
   
10. My OC's lololol~
    

09. A random list
My Birthday wishlist lol

1. ME 3
   
2. An Alistair Poster for my room.
   
3. A Fenris Poster for my room (And my fantasies~<3)
   
4. Nice cards from my friends.
   
5. LIPOSUCTION<3
   
6. Rune factory Ocean
   
7. lights for my room
   
8. picture frames/shadow boxes for the pictures I want to hang up.
   
9. more pictures of everyone that I can hang up.
   
10. room decor lol :)
    

10 random things that you remember from school

1. Passing notes in Citrin's class.
   
2. hating gym. all day, errday.
   
3. being the only person to ever answer anything freshman year in armstrong.
   
4. marching band :3
   
5. the day I met Aki.
   
6. flower ceremony drama.
   
7. inwood/friday crew<3
   
8. That night we chilled with Mr. Hymson.
   
9. Grace from school one<3 I love herrrrr
   
10. Cinderella~
    

11. Top 10 Tumblr blogs, according to you

Uh....I don't have a Tumblr.

12. Five chores that you love, 5 chores that you hate
Love:
1. cleaning my room
2. cleaning my bathroom
3. washing the car
4. cleaning objects like tables and counters
5. washing things that aren't clothes.

Hate:
1. doing the dishes. UGH.
2. vaccuming.
3. cleaning things that are grimy
4. hair in shower drains: ewwwwwwww.
5. folding stuff/laundry

13. Top 10 things you look for in a friend

1. trustworthyness?
   
2. sense of humor
   
3. overall niceness?
   
4. reliability
   
5. good listener
   
6. likes to have fun
   
7. isn't a bitch? lol idk XD
   
8. is interesting
   
9. doesn't insult my mother :D
   
10. creativity? lol i dunno.
    

14. Top 10 things you look for in a romantic partner

1. as alistair-like as possible
   
2. or as fenris/phantom like as possible.
   
3. does really sweet things
   
4. understands me :)
   
5. get's along with my friends
   
6. willing to talk
   
7. likes hugs
   
8. nice smile?
   
9. can make me smile :)
   
10. loves me! ^_____^
    

Maps of My Mind

It's fourth period: i.e. : I don't have enough time to write out a full blog post....so here are all the random thoughts that have been buzzing around my mind all week:

1. WHEN IS WELTE ANNOUNCING THE OFFICERS OMFG

2. Holyyy crappp it's so hot T_____T The library is supposed to be air conditioned what the heckkk.

3. Omgg Mr. Dale and the really pretty korean teacher are leaving today T_T I'm so sad...they're the nicest people ever! I don't want them to leave....

4. I'm getting raped by guidance, I'm never going to get into college...I hate this school -____-

5. Can I really handle going to SC for the next four years? I don't know if I can...I'm so freaked out I've even been having nightmares about it. But they animal husbandry/Behavioral science programs are sooo amazzzinnnggg T_T

6. *sigh....I wish I got to spend more time with John...it's so stressful always having to worry about his mom calling every ten minutes....

7. I HATE GYM GOD I HATE GYM MORE THAN ANYTHING AUUUUUGGGGGHHHH

8. I didn't do my homework due 5th period. It's fourth period right now.... #I'mscrewed.

9. Wow. The administration is just....ugh. I can't even.

10. STOP READING OVER MY SHOULDER LEON CHEN.

11. I need to hand in my library books...I still have like 6 of them out....*sigh

12. Can school just end? PLEASE?

13. Not a single teacher has done any kind of review for finals AT ALL WHATSOEVER. WTF

14. If they get rid of marching band during our senior year....so help me god.

15. I have two essays and a book to read this weekend. So much for having fun....fml

16. I feel like sometimes my SAT score is a representation of my worth as a human being. Or, at least viewed that way.

17. ^ I guess I'm not worth very much.

18. Buying canned food for the needy today felt really good. I wish I could do it more often.

19. I have no idea what I'm going to do this summer because I have too much TO do.

20. I really really hope the guys in the tech office aren't reading this....but just in case....HIII GUYS~ ENJOY YOUR AIR CONDITIONED OFFICEEEE! (so unfair....T_T)

21. I'm really jealous that suzy and catherine are in boston right now having fun while I'm boiling in the heat in this disgusting, miserable school with disgusting miserable people.

22. I want to play dragon age.....sooo badly.

23. I'm seriously pissed that I'm missing Ann Marie's party tonight because of stupid APA graduation.

24. I'm even more pissed because I'm probably going to cry when teddy graduates.

25. I have to wake up at seven tomorrow morning. :(

26. I'm seriously considering just leaving school for the rest of the day. Just because I really really really don't want to be here.

27. I loved David's health video. I have so much more respect for leon LOL

28. Speaking of Leon....he's my tech slave BWAHAHAHAHA. No, but really he helps me fix things all the time when he really doen't have to. I wish I could thank him....what can I get him as a gift?

29. P-bag made fun of the announcements this morning: proving once again that he is, in fact, a P-bag.

30. I still think that Ms. Bridgitta is a COMPLETE BITCH.

31. I WANT TO GO HOOOOOME OMG T_____T Can this day just end? Please?


Well....That's all for now :) See y'all soon.

Seriously?

Wow. I just don't know what to say.

I can't lie, for a large majority of this year I suffered from agitated depression due to a whole bunch of stress and a lot of personal issues. But I've been trying really really hard to work through it, and keep a positive attitude no matter what. But honestly, it's really really hard when you go to a school that's (excuse my language) but SO FUCKING ASDFGHJKLLKJHDFSZFRGDJJKH. UGH.
I swear to god, if it's not the ID's they're making a huge freaking deal over, they're raging at us for wearing flip flops or Kamesha is bitching at someone for not acting savage enough. LEAVE US THE FUCK ALONE. OMG. I'd sorry. Honestly. It's just that usually I don't really have that much trouble with this kind of stuff, but I was harassed by different people ALL DAY. Don't I get enough of this bullshit outside of school!? Like...I'm sorry. That Ms. Brigitta or whoeverthehell she is? WHAT-A-FUCKING-CUNT. OMG. SERIOUSLY. someone rammed a broom so far up that woman's ass that it's coming out of her nostrils.
And now with all this DM shit? Seriously? And now, I'm sorry...but all the current DM's literally said "ohwellfuckthis" and just decided not to do a DAMN thing.
And I STILL have to deal with P-bag's constant DOUCHEBAGGARY. (but at least I'm used to that!)
THEN THE APA AND SCHOOL IS GENERAL IS GOING TO HELL RIGHT BEFORE OUR EYES.
OH. and John's Mother found out that we talk on the phone at night....guess what? NOT ANYMORE. yep. she took his phone away and is going to take it every night...
I'm not even allowed to communicate with my own boyfriend.
wtf world. wtf.
WHY DOES SHIT LIKE THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN. WHY IS EVERYTHING SO GODDAMN COMPLICATED.
I'm just so sick of coming to school and being constantly harassed even when I haven't done ANYTHING AT ALL. I MEAN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
LEAVE. ME. THE. FUCK. ALONE.
UUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.