I'm really angry at myself.
I promised myself I wouldn't let myself fall behind this year.
that at least until college apps were over, I'd try really really hard.
But I'm so fucking far behind. And I have no one to blame except myself.
I have so much to do
DBQs
College Essays
So many missed tests that I have to make up
I feel like I'm falling into the same exact pattern of last year
stress stress stress
nothing but worry and stress.
and the more depressed I get the less motivation I have to do my work
and the farther behind I get the more stressed out and depressed I feel
fuck my life :(
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