–adjective, -er, -est.
without hope or encouragement; depressing; dreary: a bleak future.
That is how everything feels to me nowadays. Everything is just blank. I feel like I'm lacking some key emotion...or motivation or inspiration of some sort. I've never felt so empty before. The funny thing is, I don't think it's for any particular reason or an effect of any particular event. It just is...just like everything else....just...is.
I must seem really happy to other people. And I'm not faking it...I don't act happy unless I'm genuinely happy...at least, most of the time. (tragic situations and the like are minor exceptions.)
Like I said, the hardest part about all this is the fact that I can't figure out the cause...because I don't think there is one.
I feel like maybe I've lost the ability to be happy. Not to smile, or laugh at funny things...but to be genuinely content with my life. I just can't help but think...is this really as good as it gets?
findtheroot of the problem...
ReplyDeletethen do the complete opposite of that, if it doesn't risk your health