12/12/10

Am I Pretty Enough?

Anyone would say yes, even if it wasn't true, just to make me feel better. But, it's a question that I struggle with...and that I think every girl struggles with every moment of her life.

They might sound like stupid questions, but they cross my mind constantly.
They might be simple, but they are what make my face flush and my heart beat like a drum whenever he's around.
They might sound silly, but they are the questions I hope he answers yes to every time he looks into my eyes.

Am I pretty enough for him?

Am I the kind of girl he'd want to show off to his friends?

Am I nice enough, gentle enough, kind enough, good enough?

Does he dream about me when I'm not around
wonder if I'll ever feel the same way as him
try to calm the butterflies in his stomach when he sees me
hope that I can't hear his heart beating through his chest
pray that he can one day find what it takes to make me happy

Does he understand that I do all these things because of him?

Does my smile light up his world?

...because his smile lights up mine. <3

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