Fuck This.

I thought that once theatre ended, all the stress of the first semester would start to dwindle and I could finally settle in and start getting ready for some serious senioritis. Apparently not.
In fact, things have been worse than ever this past week. Maybe I'm just hormonal, but I don't think so, because I've actually been pretty happy about some stuff, and yet, the other things in my life just keep getting worse and worse.
This isn't stress though. This is everyone else. I'm am fucking sick and tired of being treated like a fucking doormat. I love helping people, I love doing favors for people, but I am so fucking sick of being treated like shit by EVERYONE.
I am not a fucking taxi.
I am not a fucking maid.
I am not a fucking babysitter.
STOP TREATING ME LIKE ONE.

I swear, every time I make a mistake it is blown out of proportion "Are you serious, Sarah?" "Oh god PLEASE tell me you're JOKING, you can't possibly be THAT STUPID, right Sarah?" "I can't believe you didn't do it, Sarah" "I'm dissappointed in you, Sarah"
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
I'm fucking HUMAN. And while I'm quite flattered that people find me so FUCKING great that I'm above making lowly human-people mistakes, I'm not, I'M SERIOUSLY FUCKING NOT.
Also, I'm entirely aware of all my imperfections. Trust me, you think you have self-esteem issues? I still struggle with self hatred, which is why I DON'T NEED YOU TO POINT OUT MY EVERY FUCKING FLAW.
Don't you think if something's gross or weird or bad or ANYTHING that I would fucking know about it? I already hate myself enough, but if you need to point out things about me that suck to make yourself feel better, CONGRATULATIONS I ACTUALLY HATE MYSELF A LITTLE MORE. I DIDN'T EVEN THINK IT WAS POSSIBLE.

I swear to god he's the only one that appreciates me and makes me feel like I'm good enough.