You.

Stop giving me false hope, please.
this started out as an innocent little crush because you were patient and kind and funny.
Now that I know the real you....I like you even more, I only know a fraction of what you've gone through, but from what I do know, you are really an amazing person in my eyes. It's so stupid, but I see the way you smile when you look at me....because I have the same reaction....somber, serious...then suddenly, you're a totally different person...happy and just....so friendly. I love talking to you....more than I should.
But the problem is that this isn't some innocent little crush, you're older and this is serious, even dangerous if I'm not careful.
Yet every time I feel like I've reached my breaking point, there you are to make me smile without even trying.
Please stop giving me false hope. It's going to ruin me.