My heart, it's beating out of time

I honestly can't remember the last time I felt this nervous.
You texted me. TEXTED. the only other time that every happened was right after I........after WE broke up. Now, after ALL this time, you actually want to talk to me? I thought you hated me, I thought I hated you. Now I don't know what to think. You're probably going to call me in a few hours, I have no idea what I'm going to say, and I have no idea what you want to say to me. All I know is that my heart is racing and has been ever since I got that text message....and that for some reason, I really really really want to hear your voice.