The Demon I Cling To. (Somebody Catch Me)

I'm Just a Holy Fool
Oh Baby It's So Cruel
But I'm Still In Love
With Judas
Baby.

Dammmmiiiiittttttttt T___________T
God, what the hell am I thinking?
There are two.
One obviously loves me...
The Other one...maybe, maybe not.
I obviously love one.
The Other one....maybe, maybe not.
Why can't they just add up?
If he loved me too...Asdfgkjl; this never would have happened.
But the new....the new one...he'll be good for me, won't he?
I just want to be happy
I don't want to be a terrible person
but I am....God I really am.
So why can't I stop loving the one who doesn't love me?
I hate this T___________T

I was so happy once upon a time...
now I have no idea what the hell I'm getting myself into.
Just Let Me Let Go.
and let somebody Catch Me.