Take me out the back and shoot me. Please.
I seriously don't even deserve to live.
I feel like a complete and utter failure. I have never been this completely disgusted with myself before.
I (half) know that I'm honestly making way-too-big a deal about this, but the other half feels like...feels like I should just crawl into a hole and die because I'm such a complete waste of life.
I failed Algebra. Not Asian failed, SERIOUSLY failed. I got a 67. This has never happened to me before. And you know what's sad? I got straight A's in every single other class except for that. I just want to cry. and Now, it's 6:30 p.m. and I haven't even started the homework I should have done last weekend. I still haven't done the A-rod essay that was due last week either. And honestly? I'm probably not even going to. I feel like a horrible student. A horrible person.
I wish I could just bury myself in work for the next 12 hours and get it all done, because then I would feel like just a little less of a complete fuck-up. But I really doubt that it's even possible for me to finish it at all. Why. Why am I such an idiot >.>
Well, here's to never getting into college~
Fff, don't feel this way. :'[
ReplyDeleteIt sucks, I know, to feel this way, to compare yourself to others, and to constantly hear other people complain about doing better than you. It sucks. It really does.
Don't let it bring you down, it's only high school. We have the rest of our lives to go. Getting a bad grade in only one class is something a lot of colleges are willing to overlook... we all really tend forget that not every single college in the world is like Harvard.
Just try to cheer up :']